Satan embedded his lies that I wasn’t worth enough to anyone as he make believed that the absence of people in my life determined my worth. Over and over he used people to walk out of my life, and over and over he stole from me to appeal to my emotions and sink me into depression. He point out that failure of other and used it against me that everyone care only for themselves and care less none about me. He made me believe that people appriciating determine my worth, dignity, respect, love, Fatih, hope, and life. He said that I’ll never be anyone because I wasn’t rich, because I dint had the perfect life, because I grew up without a father, because I didn’t have leader in my life, because I was a women, because I have no friends, because I am all alone. And I believe his lie. I settle and grew comfort in that ill never be anything because I wasn’t what who he said I am and because I didn’t have what he said I needed to be loved. Satan assaulted and harassed me trying to destroy me. He began to see my heart for people and manuputaed them to manipulate and blind me from the very weapon I have against him. As a women you never be strong. HE said I was cursed because I felt love, because I felt compassion, because I was forgiving and people even though they had hurt me. But that was a lie too. IT was satan all along hurting me through hurting other people. He tried to put me against my own heart to love. HE scar my mind with trauma and tormented me for season to make me turn against myself. You should never forgive because they dont care about you. You deserve better. Why pray for them why care when they dont care even for themselves . Stop and give up on love. Look how much it causes you to loose. You hurt for them while nobody hurts for you! Focus on yourself. Stop carrying, you losing you identity. You can go through more pain. You aren’t strong enough. You are just a girl. You have no power. You have no stregh. Remember that you are alone. Remember that your life is not perfect.