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Satan embedded his lies that I wasn’t worth enough to anyone as he make believed that the absence of people in my life determined my worth. Over and over he used people to walk out of my life, and over and over he stole from me to appeal to my emotions and sink me into depression. He point out that

Why is it hard to trust God when the unexpected happens? Why trusting has cost more and more every time and trusting instead of feeling generous, I feel stolen from. Never have I ever given my best of me to anyone. Never have I ever loved so wild and gone far to confront my own fears to love, s

I have say that I have not been honest that I have been well lately. The unexpected and the letdowns took me by surprise. I believed that if I gave my best in life, I wouldn’t have to worry about them keeping coming. Listen, if I showed you where I am at, it would be like an embarrassment and a di

Took a hit last night. Unaware of my weakness in that area. Satan’s arrow pierced my back and through my stomach. I am losing all strength. The spirit of fear seeking an opportunity Along with his partner, doubt, seeking a time to inject his poison. I'm on the floor feeling all this pain and can’

We live in a mind-made-up world. A fake reality. Fake it until we make it. Simply a fantasy. A life whereof greed and coveting each other's things. A hierarchy created, play with life like its monopoly. Chase’s life but the reality of this is more like running from life. The afterlife is an avo

Often times we don't stop and think and acknowledge what we value and take with us into our next breath of life. We failed, we win, we died, and and felt alive; the contrast of that always yield a form of accomplishment that make us feel that we have a purpose in life. 2021 Graduation was and will

I realized that a man or woman who loves will face many battles, and the man or woman who loves will never love without having to war. In other words, the man or woman who loves will have to go to war to love. This is the reality of love because there is an enemy who hates love. Who is against unit

I prayed for love and God gave trouble. I prayed for a faith and He gave me a droughts seasons. I prayed for peace and He brought me through storms. I prayed for humility and took me to lowly places. I prayed for meekness and exposed my inner fears. I prayed for commitment and allowed the unex

It is easy to lose sight of God even though you’re standing right by Him. You can lose sight of the spiritual and go unaware that you lost your sight because you can “now” see. Two weeks ago I began studying the beginning of creation, the story of Adam, Eve, and the fall, hoping to find myself b

God, you asked me if I wanted to love. I would have never thought that it would be this difficult to love. I said yes, but you knew my answer even before I said yes. Forgive me if I thought of regretting my answer, but I have moments I want to say no. I have thought of taking it back because I

“Prisoner of hope.” I have been struggling these past few days. It has been really hard for me to capture what hope is lately and why we grab it to live life. Why hope is like a catalyst to move forward. I don't remember struggling with hope but I guess hope just like anything in life can come a

Sometimes God will allow people to break you. Sometimes God will allow people to reject you. People who will hate you. He will allow evil to seek its plan to destroy you. Sometimes God will seem like he abandoned you and left you in the hand of evil-doers. God will allow it to happen. Trusts me

Currently been going through some things that had popped so many questions to God. One in particular and the most commonly asked question I hear myself ask is… Why me God? I really can’t say much for your well-being and mine but have you ever questioned that question, God, why me? I found myself

As I feel the season shift and new things come, the space in between, the separation, there has been one thing that I felt leaving me too. However, it's not a good thing you want out; that is self-worth. As the season is slowly changing, I felt something being pulled and being left behind in my pa

I have been trying to escape the mind of conformity in trying to reach a level of fruitfulness. Only to find myself feeling like gravity only pulls me three steps backward. Every loss has my motivation to seek success, but it seems like it has grown an ambition of perverse greediness and lust for

Life is filled with high moments. Is a flow that is recognizable by seasons of life that come with great intensity and others with less intensity. It's like the body of a vessel. He molds the highs and the lows, how deep and how wide. Time can determine its shape and its space. The willingness le